A Letter So That People May Know

Dear Person,
Please don’t give me anymore reason to spew out more truths about you or to name who you are because we both know very well you have nothing against me. While I, I have every ammunition there is.
Please stop acting like we are the ones making you “api.” Coz nobody is buying [...]

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Julie and Julia… and Me

Just came from watching Julie & Julia, based on the book with the same title by Julie Powell. Needless to say, I love it.
It’s not about cooking and baking. But love and passion. I can so totally relate to the movie… with cooking, baking, and blogging all in one movie. But [...]

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Amazed at Love

I am amazed at how love works. Among the billions of people in this world, one person finds and chooses another. Who, in turn, finds and chooses him. Amazing!
Billions of people. Each unique. In seven continents. Separated by oceans. And yet people find each other.

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5 Months Since

5 months ago, our paths crossed. And it has been a very bumpy ride. There are a thousand reasons not to love you, but I still choose to remain here, alone in my commitment to you. Not blind to reality but hoping against hope.
If I were a pious person, all my prayers [...]

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The Pain of Breaking Up

It’s inevitable. Every break up is painful. No matter how many bad fights you’ve had, no matter how long a time you’ve been actually been waiting for it to happen, it still stings.
I think most of the time, it’s not the being left alone, being left behind that hurts. It’s the doubts, the [...]

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Miss Statement

Dahil ako na… ang mahilig mag-emote and mag-drama with my boys, boylets, exes, and other eklavu. At dahil gusto kong talbugan sina Catherine, Scarlet, Isadora, at ang bonggang-bonggang sina Madam Claudia Buenavista at Amor Powers, here are some of the lines I have uttered IN REAL LIFE in the recent past…
Boy: I’m sorry, I [...]

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Moving Forward

A lot has been said and a lot has happened since. This is really it, yes? We’re moving on. And I’m taking it easy. There will be better days than today, that I am quite sure. I’m finding it hard to smile and laugh and be ok. But I [...]

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Letting Go and Moving On

It has been a rollercoaster ride. A very enjoyable and happy one. But we have to end it, and we both know why. Even before it even began, we knew this was coming. Too many issues, to many complications that not even our feelings for each other, no matter how strong, [...]

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Dreaming of You

It’s one of my all-time favorite songs, and my cousin Tinky and I love singing this everytime we go videoke-ing.

Selena’s Dreaming of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I’d stay up and think of you
And I’d wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I’m [...]

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Why I Haven’t Lost Hope

Everyday, people ask me why I am not worried that at 26, I am single and have no prospects for a husband. Heck! I haven’t even really had a serious long-term relationship. I’m retarded, I know. SHADDUP! Other people are more worried than I am.
It doesn’t really bother me a lot. [...]

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